Well I can say that I just found out some interesting information that just pisses me off to the max. I have been holding in so much frustrations that I want to end up blowing a gasket but I get informed by my mother, that I just need to keep my mouth shut because the people that live here are wanting me to open my mouth and blow up. She told me not to do anything. How can I live somewhere, where I have to walk on eggshells and hope I don’t piss anyone off and then be persecuted by them for only god knows what. This is not the life that I asked for and nor am I going to live it either. If I can’t live in my home normally and be able to speak my own opinions then what’s the point of even living here then. There is no point of even living here then, so I have begun the process of looking for another place to live so that I can live my life the way that I need to and have to. And if nobody likes that then they can all just kiss my ass.
Lastnight I went to bed knowing everything I could know about my community that I live in and have lived in my entire life. I wake up this morning to horrendous and terrifying news. I wake up finding out that someone was murdered right here in my hometown that I live in. I don’t even know this town anymore it seems like. This is a close nit community we know everyone. This isn’t the first murder that this town has encountered. This will mark the third murder in my life that I know of. But murder does have some precedence in my opinion of what this nation is going to turn into since our presidential elections a week ago. I don’t want to believe that the elections had something to do with this, but it is a coincidence that this happen at this time. With everything that I have seen on the news with all of the protests going on still, and middle schoolers chanting, to build the wall that trump promised he would do this makes perfect since. I pray and hope that the nation I was born in and respect so much isn’t turning into this racist community. Something needs to be done and has to be done before it gets worse. Whats bad is if it does pertain to Donald Trump being president, he hasn’t even taken the oath yet, and already seeing and witnessing things like this. Can you imagine what the nation will be like once he takes the oath of being President and Commander-in-Chief. Things like this is just outright disrespectful of our country, that has came so far, and showing the freedoms that we give people that come here. We have our military fighting and protecting us from outcries like this and protecting our freedom. We have to continue to stand up for our rights and what America stands for and let them know we won’t tolerate actions like this towards others. I can honestly say, that I do not know Milford anymore like I thought I did. It has changed and not for the better.
When hearing about the nation’s largest shooting massacre in Orlando at the gay nightclub Pulse. I was in complete shock and dismay of what this person has done. He has taken so many lives and hurt so many. I do not understand what someone gets out of from doing these radical ignorant things. My heart bleeds for the victims and their families. We need better protection in our free country. One thing that we need is stricter gun laws. If someone has been interrogated by any federal agency and was placed on the no fly list, they should be marked and not allowed to purchase these weapons, even if they are removed from these lists. To all my brothers and sisters in the LGBTQ community, I am praying with you just like everyone else worldwide is. I pray that things like this never happens again.
I can’t wait for June to get here, as I will be possibly traveling to Pigeon Forge, Tennessee for a week to spend time with family that I haven’t seen in quite sometime. This will be the first time that I have gotten to travel since 2012 when I went to California and spent a month and a half there and wish I wouldn’t have left that beautiful state. Hopefully I will be able to go to Tennessee and enjoy the time with family and see new things and possibly new opportunities that are offered there.
In just a short few weeks, I will be traveling to the amazing city of Pigeon Forge, Tennessee and spending a week there with all of my family for a week long family reunion with all kinds of activities planned for all of us to do. This is going to be a fun and eventful time that I can not wait for and it couldn’t come fast enough for me. It still seems like it is a long way until the time we depart on our long 8 hour journey from driving all the way there as it will be a long drive and my first long distance drive that I have ever done and I can’t wait to experience that as well. I know that I will be taking a lot of pictures to chronolog my adventures in Tennessee. This will be a great opportunity for me and my mom to get out and spend some time together. There is still a lot of things that I have to get done before I can even leave to get there from preparing to getting my car tuned up of the adventure. So heres to a great family reunion.
Well I finally got me a membership at the local gym The Zone a 24 hour fitness gym. I went that night when I got my membership and worked out like hell. I can say that since having this membership I can start getting into shape and looking better the way that I want to look. Also I want to be in shape when I make it to Pigeon Forge this summer as there might be some trails and stuff for me to do while I, there as well. I am wanting to get into my fitness routine where I’m working out all of the time. As when I work out I feel 100% better than what I did before going to the gym. One thing is I’m glad that it is a 24 hour gym so that I can go anytime that I feel I need a workout. I can’t wait to see how I look and feel by the time I leave for Tennessee in June. I also think that with me working out it will help me with quitting smoking for good and the money I save from not buying any cigarettes for myself I can use for the membership for the gym and helping make myself live a better and healthier life. So until next time.
You know I used to love being able to just sit back and pick up a book and read and enjoy it but the past few years I haven’t been able to. I’ve gotten bored with it and couldn’t keep up with it. If I didn’t finish the book when I started it, then I couldn’t remember it and would have to start from the beginning again and try to finish and that would never happen. Well I have attempted to start reading again, but since books are now easily accessible via our iPhones and iPads, I find it much more easier for me to pick up and read as I always have my iPhone and iPad with wherever I go, whether it be to the doctors office, hospital, or even to my grandmas to visit, so I will always have it with me so I can read and I actually have. Here lately I have recently bought a new book on Amazon Kindle title Teenage Idol by J. Merridew and so far it is amazingly great. I love being able to just pick up my iPhone or my iPad and just start reading as that is a neccesity that I always have with me and need with me at all times. So why not use these items for something good and educational as well besides just for fun.