Well part of my Bipolar has made a comeback. The past couple of days all I have done is stay in bed and completely ignore everyone. I have just wanted to be myself and no one understands that. I wish the depression would go away and never come back and just have to deal with … Continue reading Depression Strikes Back
Need Help? Don’t Count On It I just love it when you try to seek the help that you are in need of but nobody wants to help you. I have been trying to seek therapy services from my local crisis center since my suicide attempt in April and I haven’t had any success in … Continue reading Need Help? Don’t Count On It
Marijuana Why I Use It I can say that the opposition of Marijuana has started to dwindle down in the past few years it seems like to me. I can remember when I was young that it didn’t matter how much marijuana or drug paraphilia would wind you up in jail immediately. Today depending on … Continue reading Why I Smoke?
The lyrics of this song means so much to me, It couldn't have came on the radio when it did. So take a gander of these lyrics. They are so strong and powerful. Help me, it's like the walls are caving in Sometimes I feel like giving up But I just can't It isn't in … Continue reading In My Blood
I have decided to make a new website and transfer this site on over to it. You can continue to follow my posts by following my new blog posted on joshcravero.com instead right here. There you will be able to join my mailing list and have my posts emailed to you directly.
When I was admitted to OSF Healthcare Heart of Mary Medical Center in Urbana a couple of weeks ago, they ended up changing my bipolar 1 medications. They ended up adding a new medication but before they could they had to get prior authorization from my health insurance as the cost of Abilify Maintena is … Continue reading New Medication
Today it seemed like everything was back to normal around the house. Tonya fixed supper, Lawrence done the dishes and even took the trash out early. We all played a game of Phase 10 although we asked Rat and he said no. I already know the reason of why he said no, because he does … Continue reading Back to Normal