Sometimes I don’t know what to think anymore about certain people in my life. I’ve always been there for everyone in when they needed someone or something. And then when supposed to be paid back from a prior arrangement, that was agreed on and it just goes out the fucking window? I don’t know what to do!? Sometimes I wish I could tell these certain people to just go fuck off but I can’t because these people are the ones that I care about and have always been there and always will. Sometimes I wish I didn’t have feelings or a heart. But that’s what makes me who I am and I have to live with that because if it wasn’t for that I wouldn’t be the person I am.