They say that it is better to have patience then to get hasty. Well I can say that I’m getting tired of having patience with people. I keep getting told something that’s supposed to happen on this occasion and then it never does and then get told it’ll happen on this occasion and once again it never happens. My patience is getting running low and is just about gone. I’m done with having patience and then get treated like shit when I shouldn’t have to be treated like shit when I bend over backwards. Anything I do to try and better myself or my looks I just get downgraded and he don’t like it and then all he does is just bitch about. I’m just tired of it. I’m not trying to better myself for you or anyone, I’m trying to better myself and appearance for me. If you don’t like the way I act and/or look like, don’t look at me or talk to me. I can say that my patience for this one particular person has done went down the drain. I get no respect or anything from him but treated like shit. Then I confront him or someone else does on his words he chose to say to me he always comes back I’m just playing I love ya bro. Well I got news for ya, it gets old and sometimes I can’t believe it as it does hurt my feelings sometimes and I take the shit to heart. It’s hard to deal with these things with my depression. I’m just tired and wanna give up anymore.